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Still great.

Even though I’m sunburned and it’s really painful. Even though my finger is still broken. Even though I’m recovering from dehydration. Today was really awesome. I don’t know why. Nothing happened. I slept till 1 pm. I sat in my room and played mario and applied for a few jobs I don’t even want to get. And once again I have to do dishes cause no one else in this...

Jun 8th

Things I can't get off my mind. Rant.

I always knew this day would come. Graduating from high school was bound to happen. I’m already bored out of my mind and I miss classrooms and teachers. I’m totally stuck. I really have no idea what to do with the rest of my life. I want to go straight to college but I have no money at all. No scholarships, no rich family members that’ll give me a free ride. I don’t even...

May 31st

Its finally here

Yup =) the last few days of school. Senior Ball Saturday, I’m way excited and I hope it doesn’t blow. Sushi Sunday with my aunt. I can’t wait to finally spend time with family. I don’t see anyone besides my dad and sister nearly enough. Not only that but she’s way cool and I’m excited to finally get to know her. Dance all next week. I can’t wait for the...

May 20th

Internet Fail

So I don’t know whats going on but my computer will absolutely not connect me to important websites. Ones that will help me get a job or go to school are out of the question. But all and any of the useless junk I could ever want to look at is readily available. Its really impeding my progress. I

Mar 2nd

Today.

Four hours of sleep. A terrible tummy ache. But somehow perfectly content. The only thing I want to do today is bake and decorate a cake. I want to play with fondant and build up some skillz. But of course I have zero supplies which totally sucks. So I guess I’ll just have to sit here and pretend I’m making lovely pastry creations.

Feb 27th

Yesterday

So when I awoke on Friday, February 26, 2010 I was pretty sure I was in for a really uninteresting lazy day of nothing. I’m so glad I was wrong. My morning started with being offered a ride by a complete stranger who claimed to be going to the seminary building and I could trust her. She tried so hard to get me in her car but I wasn’t having any of that. When I got home from school my...

Feb 27th

Reminiscing This evening I went through my very old photobucket. I’ve seen things I forgot about, things that made me choke, things that made me want to vomit, things I could never forget, and most of all things I miss far too much for comfort. I don’t know how I used to take myself seriously. I was so freaking hardcore.

Feb 25th

So after much consideration I’ve decided I want a friend that’s a girl. I don’t have one. I have acquaintances. I want someone of my gender to spend time with. I used to have this and took it for granted. I really do miss those days. It used to be so easy before my social anxiety decided to run my life for me. I want to take it over but its proving to be a difficult task. It...

Feb 24th

The one where I sound like an awful bitch.

I mean I guess maybe I get upset too easily. I need some input from someone. My boyfriend made this friend at work and ended up getting her number and becoming text buddies or something. Oh yeah and I have this problem where I’m really invasive and I go through his stuff far more than I should. While he was sleeping on me I read his messages and he was talking to her all cute and fun. He sent her...

Feb 24th

I have a strong desire for m&ms. It’s really deeply seeded in my mind, tongue, and belly. I can’t believe the machines at school don’t carry them. Instead they have chewy runts. Chewy runts are disgusting. I’ve been craving m&ms for three or four days now. I don’t know why it is but I feel like I need them. Nothing else is satisfying me as much as m&ms...

Feb 24th

Feb 21st

Is a sanitary house too much to ask for?

Apparently so, I cant do anything without getting covered in hair. And why is kitchen counter covered in knives and pills? Its a good thing small children never come to this place. They would be coughing up hairballs and covered in puncture wounds in no time. It never fails to surprise or disgust me when I actually look at the various filth on the appliances. Is humiliating really. I’m so...

Feb 20th

Dear computer

Its really irritating when you tell me your done loading the page when its clearly not. I know you are lying to me. You can’t fool me so please stop trying.

Feb 20th

Caught between reality and dreamland.

Last night was the most confusing, unsure sleep of my life. I dreamed of myself sleeping in my bed a very restless and uncomfertable sleep. Shaun materialized in my bed. This made matters worse. I couldn’t get comfy at all. I pushed, I whined, I longed for rest. This is when I realized that I was infact only dreaming. In my dream I sat up and looked to make sure shaun was there, surely he...

Feb 19th

Today!

Is the day I’m gonna get shit done. This is my day. Nothing can stand in my way. So don’t even try.

Feb 17th

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Dec 5th

uh.

Why am I such a loser?

Dec 5th

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Nov 28th

I absolutly love:

Eggnog. Christmas lights. Getting covered in pot while putting up the christmas tree. haha. Happy holidays everyone.

Nov 28th

“And though I must have looked half a person, to tell the tale, in my own...”

– Ted Leo and the Pharmacists

Nov 28th

I hate my tumblr theme thingy. I don’t know how to make it look better… Can anyone help me?

Nov 28th

“Do you believe in something beautiful? Then get up and be it”

– Ted Leo and the Pharmacists

Nov 26th

thank goodness.

I had to go all day without diet pepsi and I thought I was dying. I’m a lot more addicted than I ever thought possible. But I finally have some and man oh man do i feel so much better.

Nov 26th

Nov 25th

I’m attemping to spend the day creating. Let’s see how that goes. If it works I’ll feel so accomplished and proud. If it doesn’t then its just another day wasted.

Nov 25th

I have no life

its official.

Nov 25th

Whew!

I think the best feeling is standing up and fainting. I don’t know why but I absolutely love it! wish it would happen every time…

Nov 24th

bah.

I’m so pleased. Only one more day of school to get through then I’m home free till next monday. Fuck thanksgiving though. I don’t even want to have to deal with it. Gross food and panic attacks is what I have to look forward to. Eh =/

Nov 24th